Chapter 8: A frantic game

A frantic game

The sounds of rain echoed in the mansion, and occasionally the roar of thunder made us shiver. And because the room was slightly dark, it gave you a drunken feeling. 

It was as if we were performing a secret ritual. 

The game began with Hayasaka giving an order. 

—Caress my head~

She said as she tilted her head and Senpai caressed her gently. Tachibana-san also extended her head in the same way as Hayasaka, so I patted her head as Senpai had done with Hayasaka. 

It was Senpai’s turn next, but instead of making a request that involved body touch, he asked her a question. 

—When did you fall in love with me, Hayasaka-chan? 

—Since we were in high school. It was when Senpai came to watch a soccer game and I watched you for the first time. — she replied, looking down shyly. 

It was as if she was remembering those times. Her expression was cute, like that of a kohai admiring a senpai from another school. 

That was the true essence of Hayasaka.

For some reason, I couldn’t look at them directly anymore, so I just watched them through a reflection in the mirror.

—How long have you been in love with me, Tachibana-san?

—Since elementary school. When you first played with me in the park, and… I still like you.

—I—I see…

—Your turn next, Shiro-kun. — said Tachibana-san.

After she said those words, I stopped and thought a bit, then I extended my palm to Tachibana.

—Give me the paw.

Tachibana frowned and her expression became discouraged. Reluctantly, she slapped my palm with her closed hand while saying “woof!” in a hurried manner.

Hayasaka, seeing this, barked happily: “Woof woof!” and gave Senpai the paw. That dog maid over there had more charm.

I tried to be careful with my requests. I don’t want Hayasaka and Yanagi-senpai to be so affectionate with each other.

And the same is true for Yanagi-senpai.

Hayasaka, who is always smiling, is probably not thinking about anything.

I was thinking that I should keep going like this and not let the situation escalate so much. However…

When it was Tachibana’s turn, she spread my legs on the couch without hesitation and sat between them, leaning back.

—Hug me from behind.

These words came out of her mouth as she gave me her body with an uncomfortable expression on her face.

It was an uncomfortable situation. In fact, Tachibana also seems to be a little embarrassed when she feels Hayasaka’s direct gaze. However, she carelessly rests her head on my shoulder and whispers in my ear.

—I want to show them how we really love each other. That way, Hayasaka-san and Yanagi-kun will surrender and everything will calm down. 

She was the only one who didn’t feel the need to go slowly. She really wanted to break the hearts of those who stood between us. 

Her narrowed eyes were defiant. On the other hand, Hayasaka smiled. 

It was not just any smile, it perfectly indicated that she had lost her composure. 

—Try your best to make Kirishima-kun jealous, senpai, and then he’ll give up and you’ll stay with Tachibana-san. — She said to Hayasaka as she sat on Yanagi’s lap.

The emotional collision between the two girls creates an unexpected context in the game of surrender. 

—Shiro-kun, hurry up. 

Tachibana says, looking up at me with a sour expression on her face. 

Seeing this scene, Senpai looks at me with lost eyes and says in a dull voice. 

—If you don’t want to continue, you can give up. 

At that moment, Tachibana showed an expression ready to cry. If I give up, it will be decided that I put Hayasaka before Tachibana, and our relationship will fade away. 

But… At this point, I don’t care what happens. 

I hugged Tachibana, and she let out an “ah” while letting out a colorful sigh.

The delicate feeling of having Tachibana in my arms is always pleasant. I appreciate every touch and can directly feel her affection for me, which gives me emotional pleasure. 

But when I look up, I see that Hayasaka is also being embraced by Senpai in the same way. 

Senpai’s strong arms wrap around her warm and burning body. Yanagi is experiencing the feeling of hugging that body that is supposed to trigger our instinct in two seconds. 

As I hugged the girl of my dreams, my head was filled with jealousy. My mind feels overwhelmed, like it’s on the verge of madness. 

Senpai also looks at me, seemingly suffering, but he looks down at our hands and his face turns red, showing his discomfort in dealing with his emotions. 

I can’t help but wonder if this is right… However, I feel quite intoxicated by this situation. 

—Shiro-kun, I like you. 

Tachibana-san licks my neck with a flirtatious look. 

—I like you, Yanagi-kun.

Hayasaka-san licks Yanagi-senpai’s neck with her small, limp tongue.

The humidity in the room suddenly rises. The game continues with Yanagi and I in front of a girl dressed as a maid, hugging her from behind and exposing each other.

Hayasaka runs her finger along the inside of Yanagi’s thigh, and the expression on Senpai’s face shows how a pleasant sensation runs through her spine.

Tachibana does the same with me, and a pleasant sensation runs through my thighs to my brain, and I involuntarily hug her tightly.

Yanagi saw this and hugged Hayasaka-san in the same way.

—Ya… Yanagi-kun!

Hayasaka lifted her chin as she opened her mouth.

Her waist arched as her breasts stood out, squeezed between Yanagi’s arms, the heated Hayasaka began to sweat.

Yanagi looked earnestly at Hayasaka in her arms and pressed her face to the nape of her neck.


Hayasaka made a soft sound when she felt Yanagi’s breath on her neck.

I couldn’t see it, so I also buried my face in the back of Tachibana-san’s head and inhaled like my senpai.

—N–No Shiro-kun… I didn’t shower…

Even though she denied it, her body said the opposite, letting herself go completely, twisting gracefully as she blew on his neck.

The color of sanity disappeared from my eyes and she let me be enveloped by her scent.

Tachibana took my hand and put it to her mouth. Then she began to lick my index finger with his tongue.


Yanagi, full of ecstasy, let Hayasaka’s name escape from his lips.

She sucked Senpai’s finger. Her saliva drips from her mouth, wetting the breast of her maid’s uniform.

The two girls continue to lick our fingers competitively. The sound of sticky saliva mixed with that of wind and rain reached our ears at intervals.

Jealousy, seduction, favoritism, confusion, sexuality, flesh, in a stormy Western house, a world separated from another world was created. 

I pinched Tachibana’s tongue and pulled it up. 

As soon as her chin is raised, she twists her body while exhaling sweet breath. In front of us, they play with Hayasaka in the same way.

There were no more orders or shifts. Someone would simply perform an action and others would imitate it. 

Biting earlobes, intertwining fingers, pressing foreheads together. We repeated these acts of extreme closeness. 

Gradually, the figures of the four of us blur and merge. 

It is obvious that Senpai is fascinated by Hayasaka’s body. He probably wants to be real and honest with Tachibana, who is his main interest, but he obviously doesn’t have a chance with her. 

In this case, he seems to want to resolve this emotional conflict with Hayasaka, who is at his side. 

After all, it was inevitable that this would happen after the rope had been tightened from all four sides. 

But nothing had changed. 

At intervals, Hayasaka moves her lips toward me.

“I trust you, you know?” 

Yanagi hugged her from behind so that he didn’t seem to notice her. 

“Aren’t you done yet?”

She whispered about her again while Senpai licked her ear. But her questions did not end there, as she continued to move her lips with an expression of pleasure on her face. 

“Do you want me to fall apart completely?” 

Given the situation where Senpai is about to lose control of his mind due to Hayasaka’s body, I only have two options. 

Should I give up and take Hayasaka while leaving Tachibana behind, or should I resist and choose Tachibana while giving Hayasaka to Senpai? 

I’m between a rock and a hard place. 

Everyone has a special feeling towards me if I don’t make a decision. 

One will want me to die, while the other will live an empty life for no reason, because it will have no value. 

I have to make a decision, I have to think about what to do.

But the constant bombardment of jealousy and lust has made my mind extremely dull.

In the midst of this situation, Tachibana, who no longer has to slow down, finally loses her rationality.

—Hey, Shiro-kun…

Even though she feels embarrassed when she feels the eyes of Hayasaka y Yanagi, she says in a low voice while leaning towards me.

—I can’t stand it anymore… I want you to touch my breast.




Although Tachibana is a shy girl in general, she tends to lose her rationality when it comes to love games. It seems like she flipped that switch this time, too. It’s possible that she even wanted to show Hayasaka something.

—No… I don’t want you to touch me over my underwear.

She said as she reached her hands to my back and deftly unfastened the bra from above her clothes, lifting the underwear over her chest.

And of course Hayasaka does the same as she watches.

“I’m doing this because I think Yanagi is Kirishima-kun.”

Her lips move like that.

Tachibana didn’t even think about Hayasaka or Yangi anymore, she really wanted me to make her mine at that moment.

So she takes both my hands and puts them on her chest.

Through her maid’s disguise, I felt the tenderness of her breast in the palm of my hand.

I impulsively grabbed and caressed that small and delicate breast.

—Ah… Shiro-kun… I love you… I like you very much…

It didn’t take long until Tachibana’s soft and sweet whispers were present. But… Hayasaka did not take long either.

Her moans shook my ears to the point of being shocking.

Senpai’s hand was kneading Hayasaka’s large chest. She shaped it in an interesting way.

My memories of Hayasaka came back to me.

The visits when she was sick, the nights during the preparations for the cultural festival, in my room, in a hotel… That body that was always wet for me…

What is this all about now? Have you three come to break my head?

The storm has passed and the sound of wind and rain is no longer audible. The only thing that can be heard is the gasping of the two girls.

—Shiro-kun, mo…. More… I want more… — said a pleading Tachibana.

There was no rationality left in me, and I only had the need to punish her, who begged me to let her continue to do whatever I wanted with her body.

So I took her maid’s uniform and pressed it against her skin. This made the tips of her breasts stand out clearly, even through the fabric.

—No, Shiro-kun… It’s… Embarrassing…

Tachibana squirms in my arms. But without paying attention to her, I pinched and pulled the tips of her breasts.

Tachibana-san screamed loudly. And I repeated the act again. But… 

—Ah… like that, Senpai…! So intense…ah…!

Hayasaka also moaned. Watching him, Senpai pinched and pulled his nipples. 

This is one of the possible futures. 

If I choose Tachibana, it is possible that Hayasaka will not only be limited to Senpai, but also have intimate relationships with other men. 

I don’t want that for Hayasaka. I want to be the only one I have such a relationship with. But if I don’t choose her, the same thing will happen to Tachibana. 

To think that you can only love one person is an illusion. I always believed in the possibility of loving someone as a second option. Now this is in front of my eyes. 

And Hayasaka clearly feels it. 

She doesn’t doubt my feelings for her. But if you were to ask me if I could have an intimate relationship with someone other than Hayasaka or Tachibana, the answer would be yes. 

I also think it is possible to have such a relationship with Sakai. But this conversation is not about being unfaithful or not. The point is that this action is not limited to one person, it is not something that can only be done with one person.

And can Hayasaka also have this kind of relationship?

No, if there is a sufficient level of affection on the part of the other person, it is probably possible.

But it is a matter of possibility. And that is what is being shown to me right now.

But Tachibana is an exception, she can only be mine. But even that, if we unravel it, she has only locked herself in a mental cage by idealizing that devotion to me. That is the reality.

Love is extremely unstable, uncertain, and not absolute. That is why love is precious, because it is fleeting.

We always want someone to love us. We want to be loved like crazy, irrationally. Those who really love us are really hard to find, and when we find someone like that, we want to give that love back to them in an excessive way, do everything they want, pamper them to the extreme, and turn them into a treasure of love.

But when you find two people like that in your life, when you’re stuck in the middle… You don’t know what to do. He’s just cornered. 

Like you are on the verge of death. 

I still don’t know what to do. Or how to react. No matter how much I escape into my thoughts, my consciousness returns to the great hall of the western mansion. 

Not really knowing what to do as I continue to think confusedly, an hour has passed.

During this time, Yanagi and I continued to caress the breasts of the maids in our arms. 

—Shiro-kun… This is enough… I’m going to faint… 

Tachibana slowly melted away. 

—Aaah… Haahhh… 

And on the other side, Hayasaka continued to groan with empty eyes. 

What should I do with this? What am I supposed to do? 

—Shiro-kun, are you still there? — Tachibana asks. 

—I can not anymore. I love Kirishima-kun. — Hayasaka whispered. 

I feel like giving up. But when I think about whether I really should, Tachibana puts her hand on my cheek as if to say: ‘Just look at me.’

—Shiro-kun, why? Why don’t you kiss me?

Tachibana is sweating and grabs a strand of hair stuck to her cheek. It seems that during the hour I was lost in my thoughts, she was begging for a kiss all the time. 

—My body is not just my chest. 

Saying that, she squirms a little and takes my hand, tucking it inside her skirt so that it is not visible from the front. What I found there was… A flood. 

She was so wet it looked like she had wet herself, even her inner thighs were soaked. 

When I ran my fingertips over the wettest areas, I reached the softened underwear. 

She is so finished that there is no need to touch her gently, just put your finger inside her underwear. 

Tachibana stopped panting. She just opened her mouth and stuck out her tongue. And when I kissed her, Tachibana’s body trembled with pleasure. 

So I started to move my fingers in her underwear while she f*ck*d her mouth. 

It’s been a long time since I’ve kissed her and I’m terribly excited. 

Tachibana breathes painfully while rolling her tongue. All the while my fingers were masturbating Tachibana’s v**ina.

There came a point where she could no longer kiss me, she pressed her face to my chest and breathed out hard.

Her v**ina was very narrow and tight, so much so that my fingers were squeezed until they hurt. So I continued to move my fingers slowly and gently until I went deeper.

From inside the skirt I could hear soft water sounds.

Up to that point, Yanagi, who had been absorbed in Hayasaka, also looked at me in shock. The girl I used to like so much was being stimulated by another guy up her skirt.

Hayasaka pursed her lips and looked at me with fiery eyes.

Tachibana noticed the looks of both of them and cringed in shame. But the feeling of pleasure seemed to win, as she continued to breathe warm, wet sighs into my chest. And then…

—I… I will… Ahh… come…

She said softly, trembled a few times and then relaxed completely.

Tachibana had an ecstatic look on her face.

The attitude that she has now was very different from before. She was a shy and smiling girl. Yet she was able to perform such a scandalous act in front of the people who stood in the way of her happiness.

This is Tachibana’s claim. She seemed very pleased with what had happened, and she glanced at Hayasaka-san. But she… She reacted as expected.

—Hehehe, there she is again, the dirty girl who likes to be masturbated… She’s doing it again…

Hayasaka said these words with an unchanged face, the tone of her voice making it unclear whether she was laughing or crying.

—Hurry up and do it too. This way, I will make my next move and show you… There is no room for you between Shiro-kun and me. — Tachibana replied with a cold expression.

Hearing these words, Yanagi lowered his head and brought his fingertips to the inside of Hayasaka’s thighs with an anxious hand. 

While he hesitated to put his hand inside her skirt, he touched Hayasaka’s chin with his other hand. He tries to imitate the kiss I gave Tachibana. 

“Kirishima-kun, will you allow this?” 

As if Hayasaka was telling me that with his look, Tachibana noticed and intervened. 

—Shiro-kun… Look at me… — she said while clinging to my body. 

Yanagi was able to lift Hayasaka’s chin and kiss her, and his other hand was about to reach into the hem of her skirt. 

My mind is about to collapse.

I want to stop them… I don’t want Yanagi to put his lips on hers… 

But before their lips touch, Yanagi’s face goes to the back of Hayasaka’s neck. 

I felt safe for a moment, but… 


Hayasaka’s body shakes and screams. 

—If I suck hard enough, I can leave marks on you…  

Eh, don’t do that either! That’s my Hayasaka. Damn it.

Overcome with jealousy, I put my lips on Tachibana’s neck and began to suck hard.

Tachibana also makes a charming sound. And Yanagi sucked from the back of Hayasaka’s neck to her shoulder with a pained expression on her face, causing several hickeys to form.


Hayasaka gasps and shakes at the same time.

I also left marks on Tachibana’s skin. And while doing so, I also felt the need to leave my marks on Hayasaka’s skin.

But of course I couldn’t do that, so to calm this desire I put my hand up Tachibana’s skirt and stimulated her cl*t*ris again while playing with her nipples.

Then Yanagi finally makes up her mind and starts to lift the hem of Hayasaka’s skirt. Her white thighs are exposed.

I also want to put my face close to her to kiss her, but I can’t let go of my only girl in my arms. 

But if I let this happen… What will happen to Hayasaka?

Let the lightning strike, strike now and burn down this mansion! 

I begged inside, but unfortunately it didn’t happen, and at the exact moment when Senpai’s lips were about to touch Hayasaka’s, I felt like my head was about to explode. 

—That’s enough! Let’s stop this!

The words were spoken by Yanagi as he pressed his hand to his forehead.

—This is wrong, this is not right. 

With heavy breathing and an expression of great confusion, he walks toward the door that leads to the hallway, as if he were fleeing. 

—Let’s go back to pretending this night never happened. No one-night lover exchange… Let’s do it right, in the time we agreed upon from the beginning, seriously. There must be something wrong with me… Let’s sleep in separate rooms… I’m sorry, I just… 

With that, he left the big room. And only the three of us were left. 

There was a moment of silence, but… 

—Kirishima-kun, I always trusted you.

With that, Hayasaka pushed Tachibana away and clung to me.

—Hehehe, Yanagi-kun said to forget everything, but that means he gave up, right? He means he chose Tachibana-san over me. Yanagi-kun, he can no longer come near me. Ahh, looks like I wasn’t chosen by him after all…

The beaming Hayasaka jumped around happily.

—Really, there is no one else for me but Kirishima-kun. You are so despicable, Kirishima-kun. You even let another man touch my chest. Seriously, I felt so bad that I wanted you to save me quickly. That Yanagi-kun is really despicable. Yet, almost to the point of desperation, he throws my body away and leaves the possibility open with Tachibana-san. He is really unhappy. Like no one loves me… I was on the verge of crying and sobbing. But in the end, Kirishima-kun saved me like that. You drive me crazy. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

While rolling her eyes, Hayasaka presses her braless breasts against my body and kisses me.

—Let’s do it, let’s do it now. We do not have to suppress our desires. Let’s just do it. Wow, if I do it now, I think it will be amazing. I’m sure I can make Kirishima-kun feel good. I have a lot of strange hickey marks… Please suck on my body and make them disappear…

Her eyes showed perfectly that she had lost all reason. There was no one who could stop them, except….

Tachibana… She confronted her and slapped her.

It was such a hard blow that she fell to the ground. Tachibana grabbed her chest and lifted her up, looking at her with a hateful expression.

—Don’t do anything strange to my boyfriend.

—Kirishima-kun, help me. — she said as she pinched my clothes.

—Tachibana-san, calm down…

Even though I tried to calm her down, she didn’t listen to me at all.

—Don’t touch my boyfriend again.

—Tachibana-san’s boyfriend is Yanagi-kun.

—…..It’s not, that no longer applies, he was the one who broke the rules.

—Tachibana-san was the first to break the rules when Kirishima-kun masturbated you.

Tachibana’s eyes widen and she slaps Hayasaka again.

It was a horrible scene to watch, but it didn’t seem to matter to Hayasaka, and she just laughed.

—The masturbated girl is hitting me. The masturbated girl is mad at me.

Tachibana grabbed Hayasaka’s hair. And then she slapped her cheek several times.

I couldn’t bear to see that, so I stepped between them.

At that moment, Hayasaka jumped onto my lap and hugged me.

—I was so scared…

While protecting Hayasaka, Tachibana bit her lower lip in frustration.


—Well, violence is not okay…

—I know, but… Shiro-kun… It’s terrible…

Tachibana showed a look of deep sadness. But as if she wanted to provoke further, Hayasaka spoke from my arms.

—Tachibana-san, you should leave now. Weren’t you listening? When Yanagi-senpai said: “Let’s stop this!”.

Yanagi may not have heard his own voice because of all the noise in his head. But Tachibana certainly heard it, because she was in my arms.

At the same moment that Yanagi-senpai gave up… With a very quiet voice, I…

—At the same time, Kirishima-kun said: “Stop”, he chose me.




The next morning, the storm had passed and the sky was clear. 

The bus drove under the light filtered by the trees, and the atmosphere inside was calm. The landscape outside the window was beautiful. 

Everything that happened last night was strange. Surely it was the fault of that cursed mansion. 

Before we left, we intuitively came to this conclusion together. There was no doubt that this game of surrender had left us without judgment. It was a hectic game. 

I decided that the True Love Notebook would never be published. I thought so. 

In this way, the events of the previous night became just a reference, but they undoubtedly left a deep mark on our hearts. 

Yanagi-senpai expressed that he wanted Tachibana to be his partner for the duration of our high school education. Just like the original proposal. 

Tachibana-san accepted, and the line between Hayasaka-san and Yanagi-senpai completely disappeared. Coincidentally, they fulfilled the rules of the game of surrender.

It is clear that Tachibana has no intention of breaking her stance of maintaining a formal relationship as a thank you.

There was no chance that one of them would naturally end up next to Yanagi and have a soft landing. Given the circumstances of the previous night, this possibility was practically zero.

She had no way out.

Even my softly whispered words, ‘Stop’, remained a burden.

Hayasaka and Tachibana are no longer sitting next to each other.

Inside the bus, everyone is separated.

Last night’s storm completely destroyed the relationships between the four of us.

Only Hamanami is by my side.

—This is all the fault of that mansion… Something possessed us and made us do strange things… Everyone was acting strangely…

—About that…

Hamanami begins to speak shyly.

—It seems that the paranormal phenomena in that mansion turned out to be fake.

—Huh? What are you talking about?

—I apologize for not mentioning it…

Hamanami says reluctantly as she shows me the screen of her cell phone. It seems that all the posts on the paranormal site were fake. The reason those rumors spread was because…

—The place had been used to film a horror movie.

It was a very famous movie. There were scenes in the trailer that were often advertised, such as a killer blocking a door with a chain, or someone hanging themselves in a room.

Hamanami looks at me with serious eyes as she looks inside the bus.

—…Don’t you think that everyone seems to be easily influenced, or that you’ve gone too far?

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

—Honestly, it could be both.

I’m fine with being the second girlfriend

I’m fine with being the second girlfriend

Score 8
Status: Ongoing Author: Artist: Released: 2021 Native Language: Japanese

Kirishima and Hayasaka are two classmates who have a secret relationship in public.

In their school life they pretend that they don't know each other, but behind the scenes there is much more to them than people can imagine. The two get into a relationship that is difficult to break and ends up being impure, unhealthy, and complicated, as the relationship between them was nothing more than an affair that simply created a love triangle before Kirishima's first love and his second love.


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